Behold, the power of coffee! End semester.

It's been awhile since my last update, a month and some days. Not gonna sums up the first semester in University since the answer would be quite boring as expected. Uni/college life, if I really need to sums up all in one word for the first semester, I would say: fine.

Since it's the first semester and not much actually happened, go to school, back from school, sleep, eat, assignments, presentation and so on. Probably already adapted to this kind of life and I have to maintain it consistently for 3 years, great.

Final is coming next week and I'm almost done with my revision, just need some more extra tutorials exercises, then for the rest just depends on what I've learnt and general knowledge, God bless me. May my days be short, night be short, finals be easy, and my coffee be strong. After finals will be a one month semester break, and Christmas. Still have no ideas on what to do and where to go during Christmas but most probably will just stay at home hitting the button on laptop and scream and yell while pwning some people's head over Dota 2. Hell yeah.

I've spent quite a lot of money this semester on some personal belongings, gadgets, and furniture for my new room and for myself. Some frizzy and chips for free time, and most of the money on food. Being a food hunter is not easy though, you need to have some modal before you grab you bites from a new place, where you need to discover yourself on food, whether it's yay or nay.

After next week, I'll be at home. Will update if there's any event coming on and hopefully I get to know where to shopping or hangout during Xmas.

Single bell, single bell, single all the way. Happy Singles 1st year Anniversary. Thanks ex.

Day 7 in UTAR

  As I mentioned in the title, day 7 in University Tunku Abdul Rahman (UTAR). Everything just fine and went smoothly within the past week. Recently I'm quite busy with some chores so I don't really have time to update this little blog. Since I'm here and today is weekend, other than having to deal with assignments, I've decided to spare some time to update this blog for reference purpose, as get stuck in between assignments and homework is boring. To refresh my mind before I start to do my work again , this place is a good getaway for me.

  First of all, the campus is gorgeous, as the scenery in this campus is quite fascinating. As I don't really took photos of the campus so I will just borrow some of photos from Google below later. The weather here is freakish, 5 mins before the sun is shiny and freaking hot, 5 mins later you can see heavy downpour just happen right in front of you. So umbrella is an essential tool with me to deal with this kind of weather that can instantly kill somebody who is not used to it. Too frustrated.

Here are some landscape of the campus (pictures resource www.google.com, I don't owned those photos):

GRAND HALL OF UTAR KAMPAR (1)

GRAND HALL OF UTAR KAMPAR (2)

GRAND HALL OF UTAR KAMPAR (3) SIDE VIEW




GRAND HALL OF UTAR KAMPAR (4) SIDE VIEW





FACULTY OF ARTS & SOCIAL SCIENCE, FICT, INSTITUTE OF CHINESE STUDIES





LIBRARY (BLOCK G)

HERITAGE HALL (BLOCK A)




HERITAGE HALL WITH CONFUCIUS AND ALBERT EINSTEIN STATUE





WEST LAKE




LAKE OF UTAR KAMPAR, SURROUNDING

  These photos are some of the landscape and scenery around the campus though there are still much more buildings around the campus. Anyway, the scenery here for me is quite good. Mountains and hills and lakes. A decent place for study.

  As for the workload in campus, still yet to be discover and it's still the first week. I'm still adapting to the culture here and the way people living here. Basically this area doesn't have much entertainment and if you're from urban area and let's say if you are a party animal or social freak I assume that you won't like this place as there is no shopping malls or pubs or clubs nearby. The nearest located near Ipoh which will take around 1 hour of driving to reach there, which I think still quite some distance from the campus. But eventually you will use to this place.

  Assignments and coursework are provided and you have to do it and probably for all the students here. Rumors from local students are heard that it's a University that is easy to enter but require efforts to graduate. So all the best for all the students here and hope you can excel as well as finding your way of life here.

  There are old town and new town which is significant for newly intake students to take note. Both the towns with their own styles. Literally, old town, old building that somewhat resemblance old decades with all kinds of old shop and perhaps a wet market. Too bad I don't have photos to provide because I haven't visit the whole town yet. A town that you will find nostalgia in it. As for new town, literally new town with lots of shops and supermarket and sports complex and all kinds of buildings including The Grand Kampar Hotel, student hostel, housing area, local secondary school and also Westlake International School. Waiting for you to discover yourself.

WESTLAKE INTERNATIONAL SCHOOL

THE GRAND KAMPAR HOTEL

  Anyway, it's a new place to discover. Neither a luxurious nor austere town, just average. I would recommend this place if you're searching for a tranquil place to continue your studies. A choice of yours, it depends on yourself. Different universities has different policies. These are just my opinions and it's just for reference purpose. Lastly, I hope I can cope with it. Best of luck to myself and it's time to head back to do my assignments.



Peace guys, see you in the next one.

New life

  Years ago I was wondering about the years in future that I would have to do all the things by myself and live alone in either a big cage of a city or somewhat an off urban area where I conduct my own works or studies without my family and friends. Seems like the situation is just about to happen where I have to leave my nest, start a new life out there which I could really start a new chapter of my life where I write my own life on my notebook. But just before it happens, I want to say something about that life that is just around the corner to me.

  The country where I live, the education system is something like this :

Pre-school : 4-6 year old
Primary school : 7-12 year old
Secondary plus Highschool : 13-17 year old (age differs for everyone, for me it's this)

another extra part of highschool (which is consider as pre-university, there are still different path to pursue studies)

  The moment that I was back in the pre-university part, I was expecting to get a brand new life there as the result and the life from past secondary years wont be take in as a part of the pre-u session. But then I realized that I was wrong. The definition of starting a brand new life is to be in a new environment with new challenges. I met new challenges but not a new environment. Environment is truly a challenge to most of the people as people normally make decisions depends on the current situation, not always the best solution but certainly useful and help for the current situation.

  The difference between starting a new life after you're release from the jail for committed some crimes and maybe after 5 years you are release and starting a new life in university with nobody else beside you, neither family nor friends, just you alone on your own is that, coming out from jail people will automatically place u a tag of "bad guy", i mean most of the people out there, and for a university newbie it's just a place where u are there, meeting new friends and environment, adapt that situations and live yourself there (the availability of friends differs from person, don't get friendzoned)

  So for those freshmen in university or college, try to adapt the situation there and walk yourself out of the comfort zone that you used to be. Happy go lucky and have a wonderful life. Peace.

自己 是什麼樣子

人生短短 說長不長 硬要坳也就那幾十年 幸運的話勤勞保養也不過就百歲已經很不錯了。常常聽別人說要成為自己想要成為的人 做想要做的事 小時候在記事本里填寫著以後長大要做這個那個。覺得警察很帥抓壞人 所以要做做警察 覺得醫生很有愛心可以救人 所以要做醫生 覺得軍人很忠心保衛國家 所以要做軍人 覺得什麼事情只要是長大都能夠完成 但逐漸的發現 長得越大越想要挽回小時候那天真的時光 不會有人去在意你做什麼說什麼 到處都是人陪你 帶你一起成長。

  漸漸地 我長大了 老大不小的二十了。夏天尾巴秋天開頭 年末了 來臨的幾個月後就要二十一了。小時候覺得長大好好 做什麼都沒拘束 要幹嘛就幹嘛 父母不會來煩你 鬧你 問東問西；長大後離家 想念的卻是父母的嘮叨 父母在身邊 能夠與手足一起鬧 那些時光其實很短暫 趁早珍惜能夠享受的一切吧 孝道也要盡 不要子欲養而親不待。

  越是大覺得越難做人 越孤獨。中學生涯有一群打打鬧鬧的朋友 一起逃課一起鬧一起吃喝玩樂 友好的一起吃 壞的一起挺。畢業後各奔東西 你忙你的我忙我的 你去北邊的大學 我去南邊的大學 他去東邊而他西邊 也不知道下一次見面是什麼時候 雖然想念他們但不會常常聯絡 因為我們都知道彼此都在罩著彼此不管身在何處 心都是一起的。然而 面對的困難不只對外要應酬 漸漸的發覺 失去了自己。小時候說什麼做什麼的自己 不見了。

  最難的是就是成為自己喜歡的樣子 但其實很多時候 我們都不知道自己其實是什麼樣子 那才是真正的問題。偶爾會聽見別人問你 以後要做什麼 相信大多數人的反應應該是 不知道 不清楚 不曉得 。如果是在我這個年齡層還在上大學的朋友們 我是說大多數 就覺得是這樣 沒做過什麼調查  就憑感覺認為是這樣。根據自己的觀察得到的結果是 自己越來越沉默寡言 除了跟平時友好的幾個瘋子朋友之外 都不怎麼想去面對外面的人 不是因為覺得陌生什麼 就是覺得現階段還沒必要去應酬這個那個 而且讀書都忙個半死了 哪還有時間精力去外面跟陌生人打聲招呼說聲好 累都累爆了。除了表示孤獨以外 學習堅強也是必備的了 自己在外面生活不會比在家裡來的幸福。慵懶的態度也該收手了。

  寫這篇文章並不會讓自己心情變好 就是抒發的管道。抒發過程中也要找尋自己想要的是什麼 想要變成什麼樣子 然後努力去實踐 不管最後結果如何。累了就休息 好了再繼續走 找不到方向的話就思考。腦是生來用的 不是放著生鏽的。

  路還很長 還得繼續走。期待下一站 會有著什麼樣的風景 等著自己去探索。

Youtuber or not? Planning phase.

  Recently I'm just too free that anything comes into my mind somewhat turns into an idea. So recently I really addict on watching random videos on Youtube, from my favourite youtuber - Pewdiepie and also some others channels that often do tech videos as I am really into it and fond of it. Wondering if someday I got my own youtube channel (actually I owned one now) and my own subscribers, that would be fun. Well, it's still on planning phase as I have to reconsider about it and also at least need to acquire some video taking basic skills before I get all these things start, kind of exciting huh heheheh hahahah :D

  Well I don't own any quality device as I don't always take selfies and taking videos around due to don't have that kind of habit which I think I need to consider making it as habit if I really wish to start on my own youtube channel. No quality devices which are over my budget, some decent devices should be okay for this kind of project from the start.

  Devices are needed but for me I think the most important point is the basic skills of taking videos, making videos and editing it. Editing it through apple devices can easily be done by using IMovies (my thought) and some other third party apps as well. Furthermore, for better presentation skills, I've been practicing talking to myself and to the mirror as well for years (not a freak okay) for a better speaking skills and also the brave heart to speak in front of others, as well as in front of cameras. Real challenge bros.

  Apparently, everything are still in planning phase, so maybe I'll do it or I won't because it needs a lot of time and energy doing it. Dedications are needed and I need partnerships to do these stuffs. I hope I have time to deal with it. As for this blog, I will still continue to update it as long as I have time to do so. It's mostly about my life and I shared it and tell it, no matter are there people reading these.

  Experienced something and share with me and I will share any other interesting things with you guys if there is any. Peace!!

Basically just upset

 


One and a half month from now, I will be going to pursue my uni life. Seems long but not really, the day will be there with just a blink of eyes. Time flies, I'm almost adult. Things that you learnt from the past not really help in the future but somewhat some kind of situation, it helps. So, I'm going to learn from now, prepare from now on how to take good care of myself, discipline myself well, train myself well before I enter University ; a place that I call it 'pre-society'.

  Ever since the first day you're born, your family baby sit you until the age of teenager. Then you continue your life until the end of your life. Not being too pessimism, you are going to find the way of life by yourself alone because nobody will help you to continue your life journey. Always, cherish the moment you have with your family while you still have the time to do so before it's too late, no matter what kind of situation you have, always cherish them because they are the one only who will support you no matter what, as blood is thicker than water.

  Life's hard sometimes and you just have to bear it. Uni life ain't easy, so do society. Just make sure that you get your job done and don't get yourself in trouble. No matter how busy you are with your work or study, have a break. Rest and always remember to contact your friends and family, get yourself some time to chill with them, because they are one of a kind, the most important part of your life.

  Always, when you're stress out and having tension, relax at the moment, enjoy the moment of silence and remember the one you miss, your family, your friends, peeps. Call them and talk to them, you will feel better. As family is always your life support, guide of life.

Friends, harsh but wise

 As usual, some random night I will start playing Dota2 with my bros if we're free. Better if a few of us as a team, we play better and definitely more fun out there. We laugh together, smile together and make noise together. But sometimes things just happen and the situation just turn harsh. Yeah, I mean Harsh. When we lose, we quarrel. Well I think that's just part of discussion on how to be a better team, not always quarrel but sometimes. I just don't mind it if the mistakes are there.

  As friends, we always criticize each other as fun. Somewhat making the team more friendly. But shit turns real intense when the words are getting harder and the point target to someone who are sensitive enough to start a fight. An initiator? Well.. hmm.. that's the point I relate right under my mind, the word just flash in front of me. That's not a point, im just using an adjective. But I always know that they are not blaming just saying out their opinion. (well, we are the assholes that judge people around until they become those things that we insult, totally jerk)

  Everything has another face, nothing is really perfect in this world. Best friendship not always laugh and happy always but mixing with somewhat some sort of another part. Friends play an important role in our life. If i really have to give it a sequence in my life I'd said that it will be the place right after my family, considered as important person to me. Sometimes the words getting harsh and the debate tournament start. They are not really that mean but sometimes those words are harsh, I don't take it really serious because everyone has their own life to live, they might having other issues or problems that annoyed them really much. They just don't say it out and keep it in heart. The feeling burst when the debate tournament started, words are mean but they need to release those negative energy in order to feel better. As a friend, a bro, I learnt to tolerate them and listen to them, Then guide them, that's the point of friends and bro.

  Tolerating doesn't mean you lose your point, sometimes it just take you to another platform. Try to stand on your friends point of view to look at the situation, try to be considerate and try to tolerate and learn to accept it even though sometimes the words are just shitty annoying. RESPECT each other is a key point in order to maintain no matter what kind of relationship you have with others, and to everyone else in this world. As a support i will always try to support them if they are in problems, my solutions aren't always the bad but I tried to give you what i can to help. But sometimes, they are just assholes without mercy which I really don't have eyes to see their attitude hahaha.

  Friends are mean to guide. learn and go together no matter what kind of situation we all meet. Of course, you have to choose your friends wisely in order to learn how to walk together as a team. Then only you will learn the wise way to carry on a long lasting friendship with your buddies. I really appreciate the time I spend with you guys even though we seldom meet each other,

But our hearts are always link together as one, as a team. Bros for life, cheers!! *brofist*

Days of future past of my life and friends

  Today is the day which the result of getting a place into local University is release. As what I've expected and predicted, shit was given from mr government as my result is not really excellent as expected. Everything comes with effort, I didn't put much effort during my school days. I don't regret for studying science stream though, I take it as a lesson, an experience.

  With a little bit of down feeling, cause im getting nothing, as well as the feeling of grateful to see my friends around getting the qualifications of getting themselves into a local U. Although some of them didn't get they wish for but still they get something at least. A pass to higher rank of education rank, it's not distinct but a chance to change your life comparing with those who are not getting a chance to attend universtiy.

  As what I've expected, so I've already applied for private University in my country too, but another state far away from my hometown. It takes around 6 hours to reach one destination from each. By train and also by bus. I've been to the university to check the campus there and also did some survey before it. Try to understand everything before i set my mind to study at that place. It is not an easy decision to make though, since I've already done with it, the offer letter is the only thing im waiting now before i proceed to the next step of my life.

  Campus life is nice ( at least now i still think it's nice before the real tortures come, ha). From my buddy who are currently studying in that uni now, efforts are paid in order to acquire a pass? Well, maybe not much effort he paid i guess haha, ooopss.

  Looking forward for my Uni life coming soon. Hope  there will be no more obstacles until the day I start studying there, I pray for the best and also I hope all my friends will all be doing good in their own way and own life, stay safe and happy studying. Proceed to the next level of studying and also the next level of life. It may be tough but face it and fight it, that's it.

  Stay strong peeps, peace out.

Just some random typing

  Write is a way that our ancestor record life and everything happened in the past. From the stone age, stone age people used to draw about everything they think they would record, but in a way of drawing. Well i guess drawing is also a way to describe the way of life and how things happen throughout the past. Books are written in order to transcript knowledge to the others. (I really used to type a long passage with a fucking boring introduction just to elaborate my article just like what i did when im writing english article during test)

  Writing a blog is freestyle right? I guess I have the right to type and say whatever i like and i prefer, in my personal own unique style. My freestyle is also a style, I'll call it jack style. Whatever haha.

  I start blogging since decades ago because I want to train my skills in typing faster and also enlarge my vocab. Time by time I'm in love with typing infront of computer without certain reason. Sometimes I just wish to type something, no matter if its meaningful or not. Seriously I dont really remember the main reason why i start blogging but then i remember, im here to type and im here to say about my life.

  I don't really update my blog every month or every few weeeks. Just when I want to say something i will be here. Just going to say some stories.

  Thug life isnt my life. Im going to find my life soon. After graduated from A level studies, I've been working for half a year as i mentioned in my previous blog post and make some comments about it, just kindly refer it if you found that is interesting, its all about COMPLAINS LOL.

  Well, its time to further my studies. I've decided to take up English language course and enrol in Uni life soon in the coming Fall. Preps have to be made before its too late. Recently Im having a really lazy life. The everyday routine is almost the same without any special event, just let me describe it in a fast way. Wake up-eat-drama-nap-dota-sleep and it repeated all over again. I guess im going to miss this kind of life in the future as I wont be having that much time to deal with all those dramas hahaha.

  To my friend, Jiat, who is going to study abroad in UK in the coming September. I hope we can do well and maintain our broship eventhough you're going to leave us for years. Anyway good luck bro and I will continuosly updating the upcoming event in the future post.

  As a friend and a bro, Jiat, asked me a good question. Everyone has his or her role in this society and between connections of people. He asked me whats the role of mine btw friends, I hardly describe who am I though, as everyone has their own personality. Lee, the big head clumsy bro, get mad easily and easy to play and chill with, just dont step on his bomb i guess. Leong, the boobs hunter, i guess you know what i mean. JC, has the lowest laughing point, can laugh at anything even its not that funny. And also some of them. So I've figured out my role among ma bros, im always making jokes that are not funny and maybe thats my role. Bruhhhh im confused zzz.

  In search of life, I will still continue to search for the role of my life btw every situations and I believe I will found it soon. And for those who are still searching for what you are, can kindly consult your friends and family to seek for it.

  Sometimes, i realised im just typing and writing a bunch of things that are really unrelated just to find an excuse to post a blog post.

  Will update the next upcoming event of my life soon, peace guys.

Complaints about current job

Yeah, I believe everybody will complaint about their work. No matter what kind of work they are having, definitely there will be uproars among the people. Saying that, man this shit is tough for me and they ain't something good for me it's ruining my life my time and whatsoever. Always, I'm facing people who complaint about their work, stressful ; somebody complaint about their perks, nuisance and back stabbing colleague who are going to betray or kick your ass anytime. Employees life are quite simple. Job in a nutshell, complaints, get the work done and get your money every month. It goes on and on and on until the day you're old, tired of that shit, and retire.

  As for me, last year I just finished my A-level studies and here comes the big sembreak that I have. Just in case not to make my life too bored as I'm a part time blogger, staying at home will be way too boring for me. I seldom enjoy nightlife in my town as I don't really fond of noisy environment. A Hulk-be-like will appear if the situation gets too extreme. So, recently (actually starting of this year) I've got myself a job as a sales advisor in one of the telco centre. Well, everyone has stories about their life and job, either do I.

  Not going to spend much time on how i spend this five months time but certainly it is not a good time as the job I'm having right now really sucks, the time back I spent study was better. Although those books are stomping me like I'm really going to suffocate in the sea of knowledge. Job, it means the start when you start get in touch with the reality, the society, going to meet the world and see how the world is going on and running everyday. Job sucks, but people bear it just to ensure they are fed and continue to live to earn money and feed themselves. The cycle repeats until the day you die. If you don't enjoy your work. Living in a stressful working condition making me a sick person and I'm getting tired of my life. I have my dream to work as a freelance blogger, writing articles about things, explore the world and travel around the world and built my own house and life. Definitely not sitting in a hut  like counter waiting for people to come and serve them as they thought I SHOULD BE doing that as granted, as a must.

  As my job is somehow related to services, people always thought that provide them the best services is our main job. Yes, definitely we have to service and serve you well, my dear customer. BUT, please don't take my kind hearted well warm service and big smile as granted as I'm not the one in charge of your trouble. I just do what I can do, help what I can help. I don't have the right to interfere everything and problems you're having, and please, don't take everything as granted as I am not necessary to do so if I refuse to do so.

  We face problems, but it doesn't mean that we have to hide it or just skip it. We face it and solve it. No matter the time when you solve the problems or you failed to do so, you learnt. You stand up again and reconsider about the situation, making new strategies and hypothesis to solve it. Life is always a process of learning, everything. I complaint, and I've learnt at least how this society is going on and gain some experience. The next time will be better if we are well prepared. Soldiers of life should never stand back even though facing hard times. Learn and solve, then only your life will get smoother, as you yourself are the only one who built the road and route for your life.

  Well, most of the words above are just about me complaining about my job. Anyway I'm going to quit soon and getting ready for me degree studies end of this year. What awaits me is still job when I've graduated and the society I'm going to face. So, just get it straight and face it with optimistic point of view.

Coffee, tea or me?

 

If you ask me what's the favourite drink, I won't be answering you until I brought you to the coffee shop nearby or a cafe, and you will know what I'm craving for. Yes, I'm officially a coffee addict since the day I started consume caffeine. I am not sure why I fall in love with coffee or just coffee fall in love with me. One day without coffee makes Jack a dull man. Well, most likely like a marijuana consumer without having it for days *applause for addicted to it*

  Seriously if comparing to tea, drinking coffee is much more exciting as it contains caffeine that will stimulate the nerve web in your mind (kind of). As a biology student, I briefly explain the use of coffee, its time taking though and im lazy. Im not dare to say that I've taste all kinds of coffee in this world but if I got the chance I will do so, its tasty. Tea calms my mind but coffee make it energetic, oh yeah what a nice drink.

  For me, I'm more into Latte as I personally prefer the milk taste in the coffee. Americano is the second choice of mine, either sweet as latte or empty like americano. Drinking americano just to taste the sense of pure coffee without any sweetener. Mocha is more like a chocolate drink mix with coffee with a lot of chocolate taste, which i prefer to drink it seperately. The sweetness sometimes choke me up and I dislike that, ughh.

  As for Espresso, I don't really drink it as the way to drink it is a little bit different from the other coffee. A small cup of espresso is provided with a glass of hot water. I'm still working out with it though, sounds noob hahaha.

  Well, that's all for coffee. I really love it and I couldn't live without it. Better than any else drink in this world (except for alcohol) *grin*