Friends, harsh but wise

 As usual, some random night I will start playing Dota2 with my bros if we're free. Better if a few of us as a team, we play better and definitely more fun out there. We laugh together, smile together and make noise together. But sometimes things just happen and the situation just turn harsh. Yeah, I mean Harsh. When we lose, we quarrel. Well I think that's just part of discussion on how to be a better team, not always quarrel but sometimes. I just don't mind it if the mistakes are there.

  As friends, we always criticize each other as fun. Somewhat making the team more friendly. But shit turns real intense when the words are getting harder and the point target to someone who are sensitive enough to start a fight. An initiator? Well.. hmm.. that's the point I relate right under my mind, the word just flash in front of me. That's not a point, im just using an adjective. But I always know that they are not blaming just saying out their opinion. (well, we are the assholes that judge people around until they become those things that we insult, totally jerk)

  Everything has another face, nothing is really perfect in this world. Best friendship not always laugh and happy always but mixing with somewhat some sort of another part. Friends play an important role in our life. If i really have to give it a sequence in my life I'd said that it will be the place right after my family, considered as important person to me. Sometimes the words getting harsh and the debate tournament start. They are not really that mean but sometimes those words are harsh, I don't take it really serious because everyone has their own life to live, they might having other issues or problems that annoyed them really much. They just don't say it out and keep it in heart. The feeling burst when the debate tournament started, words are mean but they need to release those negative energy in order to feel better. As a friend, a bro, I learnt to tolerate them and listen to them, Then guide them, that's the point of friends and bro.

  Tolerating doesn't mean you lose your point, sometimes it just take you to another platform. Try to stand on your friends point of view to look at the situation, try to be considerate and try to tolerate and learn to accept it even though sometimes the words are just shitty annoying. RESPECT each other is a key point in order to maintain no matter what kind of relationship you have with others, and to everyone else in this world. As a support i will always try to support them if they are in problems, my solutions aren't always the bad but I tried to give you what i can to help. But sometimes, they are just assholes without mercy which I really don't have eyes to see their attitude hahaha.

  Friends are mean to guide. learn and go together no matter what kind of situation we all meet. Of course, you have to choose your friends wisely in order to learn how to walk together as a team. Then only you will learn the wise way to carry on a long lasting friendship with your buddies. I really appreciate the time I spend with you guys even though we seldom meet each other,

But our hearts are always link together as one, as a team. Bros for life, cheers!! *brofist*

Days of future past of my life and friends

  Today is the day which the result of getting a place into local University is release. As what I've expected and predicted, shit was given from mr government as my result is not really excellent as expected. Everything comes with effort, I didn't put much effort during my school days. I don't regret for studying science stream though, I take it as a lesson, an experience.

  With a little bit of down feeling, cause im getting nothing, as well as the feeling of grateful to see my friends around getting the qualifications of getting themselves into a local U. Although some of them didn't get they wish for but still they get something at least. A pass to higher rank of education rank, it's not distinct but a chance to change your life comparing with those who are not getting a chance to attend universtiy.

  As what I've expected, so I've already applied for private University in my country too, but another state far away from my hometown. It takes around 6 hours to reach one destination from each. By train and also by bus. I've been to the university to check the campus there and also did some survey before it. Try to understand everything before i set my mind to study at that place. It is not an easy decision to make though, since I've already done with it, the offer letter is the only thing im waiting now before i proceed to the next step of my life.

  Campus life is nice ( at least now i still think it's nice before the real tortures come, ha). From my buddy who are currently studying in that uni now, efforts are paid in order to acquire a pass? Well, maybe not much effort he paid i guess haha, ooopss.

  Looking forward for my Uni life coming soon. Hope  there will be no more obstacles until the day I start studying there, I pray for the best and also I hope all my friends will all be doing good in their own way and own life, stay safe and happy studying. Proceed to the next level of studying and also the next level of life. It may be tough but face it and fight it, that's it.

  Stay strong peeps, peace out.