Why English Language?

It has been awhile since my last post. The reason why I hold myself from writing is due to the lacking of ideas and I have less ideas to express. I want to maintain the quality of work by having real content in my writing than just writing for the purpose of writing. Just want to make sure that my writing is worth reading, even a manual on how to build a rack has its purpose!

Let's get into the topic. The thing that I want to voice out today is regarding the decision of choosing English Language as my major in bachelor degree. For your information, I am currently having my internship in a private school. IT is different when you work in a school and in a corporate, the field is different, but the most important thing is that people in different field they have different kind of mindset with them. People in the school are mostly educators. Set aside of how much they made, they shared their mind on how to shape a better community by teaching and building the students well being and also their achievement in various performances. For them, the best revenue is knowledge.

In school, I had time where I spent with other teachers during the lunch break. They questioned about my major and why you choose English as your major. And of course, I explained my thoughts to them.

P.S. I used to be a science student.

First thing first, I do enjoy study science but there is limitation in it. It is okay for me to make science as part of my hobby and have my own research in this field. but there is a problem for me if I am going to make it my major. I found that I enjoy science better when I am studying it in a way that there is no academic stress on it.

Second, I like to observe how people talk and express themselves. To understand people in a better way, I need to understand the language that they use to express themselves. Understand the essence of the language and a heart with willingness to hear is the best way to understand what people are trying to say. The word expressed doesn't always mean the truth, by observing people you get to know the reason they are holding themselves back from expressing their heart. One, it might be due to the language problem, they are not sure about the word choice to use to construct a sentence that can express their feeling. Another reason will just be they wanna keep the truth with themselves but at the same time giving out the idea or concept.

These situations work when you are the audience, what if today you are the one who are going to do the speaking  and expressing job? Well, having the psychology of knowing how to speak the right thing at the right moment and a good command in language will ease your job VERY WELL.

An extension to the second point:
Other than knowing how to speak, one has to know how to write. Writing is the best way to express oneself. Don't you feel better when you are able to write your mind on a piece of paper or in your diary? You write to express, let people know what you are thinking about. You might inspire people with your writing! So if you have a good command of language, writing will come in handy. For me, I always hope that my work can bring laughter among people or at least broaden their mind by providing information. Everyone has their own style in writing and I encourage people to write to expand their knowledge and eventually they will get used to it.

These are plenty of my mind regarding the topic. Most importantly, try to express yourself by saying it out, or if not, write down your thoughts. Your mind always matter.  

To care or not to care in relationship / long distance relationship

Recently I encountered some problems in life in some aspects. For academic aspect, it is going well and improvement can be seen so it shouldn't be a big problem now, I will just proceed with my work and work it out to ensure my result is maintained. And now I am proceeding to second year in University. Hope everything goes well and god bless me.

  The problem that I realized is that sometimes I care too much in certain aspect, for example, relationship. I can say I am a tender kind of personality that often prioritized the other half. I know it is not easy to meet the right one and eventually get together so I care a lot to ensure everything goes smooth. There is no problem with the relationship thing, just I realized that sometimes it is not too good to care too much.

  I realized the problem and I tried to overcome it and I came up with these few things.

  Don't overthink. This is a serious issue as people tend to overthink about what will happen next in life. One does not simply predict the future so one doesn't have to spend so much time to think about the unknown, live at the moment and eventually you will become more delight. Focus on your current work or job or chores and responsibility. Do what you always do and avoid the negative thoughts that you think it MIGHT happen. Having a plan is fine, just plain plan that will guide you to a clearer path, but not direct it to the overthinking path which will turn a normal person to a psychopath.

  Trust your partner and whatever they are doing. Since my partner is far apart from me where we are not living together for the mean time, I always try to practice some other kind of activities to prevent the overthinking situation from happening. Do not always make them your everything, all time every time. You live your life and you need to find something else to do, perhaps some exercises, gathering with friends, hanging out to catch a movie or even accompany your family members. Sometimes I do feel boring when I am too free but my partner is not available, and I got nothing to do. I miss her and I tell her every time, still you have to find something else to do. Make your life an interesting one, self-entertained and always share what you do when you spend your time alone. I am quite certain that your partner would want to know what you're up to when he or she is not around. Other than that, I am also certain that your partner did the same thing as well when you're not around. Spend your time wisely with your partner as long as they wanna have a chat, to make sure that both of you feel connected, mentally. And you will feel peace about everything. Tell them you love them and meet up and have a talk sometimes, to make the bond between you two closer.

  Well, it doesn't mean that I am telling you not to think about your partner, but try to balance it with your routine.

  It is hard to maintain a long distance relationship. Some people may encounter time difference as they live in different country. Plan for a trip that you fly to him or her just to meet her for a couple days or even weeks, just to keep him or her accompany. I bet those who are in a relationship, especially long distance relationship tend to be happier and glad when they finally meet their partner after a long time. So plan well and always communicate to let you feel you are still there. 

  But the most important criteria in all these cases is --- Trust. As long as you trusted your partner and your partner trusted you, it should be fine. Love will overcome problems as long as two of them managed and able to secure the path they are walking. Hence, a relationship can be maintain well and long lasting.

  I will be back when I got something to share. For now, I am gonna make my life interesting by looking for something else to do after I done typing here since my partner is not around. Oh ya by the way, I love you my cutiepie baby gf <3

Youtuber or not? Planning phase.

  Recently I'm just too free that anything comes into my mind somewhat turns into an idea. So recently I really addict on watching random videos on Youtube, from my favourite youtuber - Pewdiepie and also some others channels that often do tech videos as I am really into it and fond of it. Wondering if someday I got my own youtube channel (actually I owned one now) and my own subscribers, that would be fun. Well, it's still on planning phase as I have to reconsider about it and also at least need to acquire some video taking basic skills before I get all these things start, kind of exciting huh heheheh hahahah :D

  Well I don't own any quality device as I don't always take selfies and taking videos around due to don't have that kind of habit which I think I need to consider making it as habit if I really wish to start on my own youtube channel. No quality devices which are over my budget, some decent devices should be okay for this kind of project from the start.

  Devices are needed but for me I think the most important point is the basic skills of taking videos, making videos and editing it. Editing it through apple devices can easily be done by using IMovies (my thought) and some other third party apps as well. Furthermore, for better presentation skills, I've been practicing talking to myself and to the mirror as well for years (not a freak okay) for a better speaking skills and also the brave heart to speak in front of others, as well as in front of cameras. Real challenge bros.

  Apparently, everything are still in planning phase, so maybe I'll do it or I won't because it needs a lot of time and energy doing it. Dedications are needed and I need partnerships to do these stuffs. I hope I have time to deal with it. As for this blog, I will still continue to update it as long as I have time to do so. It's mostly about my life and I shared it and tell it, no matter are there people reading these.

  Experienced something and share with me and I will share any other interesting things with you guys if there is any. Peace!!