Rush hour

Second semester in University, currently end of week 10, proceeding to week 11. Working out, not in the gym but in the library and my room, preferred to study alone than group study as I think working alone is the best way for me. I don't hate group assignments but sometimes I just think it's just not necessary. I'm a lone worker which prefer to work alone with my cup of coffee, jazz music and overload workload.

Not sure what's going on with the course structure but it seems to stack everything at the end of the semester. Week 14 will be the last week of lecture week and finals start at Week 15. Too bad I don't have much time left to deal with all those stuff that I need to do. 4 oral presentations left, 3 assignments yet to be submit, corrections for assignments still under progress, and lecturers that just won't appreciate your hard work by stabbing you about how bad you did for your draft. Being a University student is not easy though, we have to deal with a lot of things, intrapersonal to interpersonal and to the whole community. Yet we don't have a study week policy my current university. How bad it is.

Typing stuff here is a getaway for me to chill and relax for a few moment before I proceed with my works. I don't Netflix and chill as I don't really feel chill with this kind of weather over here in my country, it's freaking 38 degree celsius, yes it's 38 degree celsius, not fahrenheit. No kidding. Literally will melt when you walk under the sun. The second point is that I feel guilty if I really go Netflix and chill as lotzof work are still waiting for me, doing nothing but chilling makes me dying. The third point will be, 'netflix and chill', I got nobody to 'chill' with, 21 and still a virgin makes me wanna laugh sometimes LOL

Typing job is fun, but not typing assignments or script for presentations. That will be sick. One and a half month more to go, to sem break. There will be two weeks of sembreak for us, not even an easterbreak or summerbreak. Just fortnight break. Well played Uni, well played.

I guess I will need to focus on current work and do well in preparing for my final.  Hope I'm able to cope with everything and go back to hometown quickly. I'm gonna get some food now, see ya peeps.

Relationship kinda thing

 

Not sure if I'm having a topic with me, I just feel like to update this blog at this hour. Well, without a topic is really hard to start a conversation and a blog post. At least, a topic for me to talk about anything, I'd really just talk about anything. Currently I am having that kind of feeling which I wish to express myself again but I don't know how to express it, it's like having butterflies in my head but not my stomach. Just ughhhh.

  After I finished my first paragraph, I kinda got an idea on what to write. Just have some decent conversation with my friends in the basketball field at this hour and I kinda recalled what happened back then. So, I'll just make the title of this post as relationship, which is a thing that everyone in this world has it. So basically it's the bond that you hold with someone else, no matter how shallow or how deep the relationship is, it's call a relationship even your nemesis, just that kind of nemesis relationship, still considered as relationship.

  This is not going to be a long post as I feel so vague in talking about relationships. It's complicated. Definitely there will be some kind of argument in every relationships no matter it's kinship, friendship, broship, sisship, romance or something else, it's a relationship. I'm not going that deep talking about this topic as I'm still an amateur, especially the romance part. The last one just hurt me so damn much which I barely stand that time. And yeah, I cried of course. Such remarkable incident that I actually cried for a girl which is not even my family member and will never be, how pathetic.

  So I am just going to sums up the whole thing by using only one sentence,

  I will go on for a relationship when the time has come, today is 8th of March in 2016, I'm still not ready for the next one yet, thanks to the last one which was so 刻骨铭心 for me which I recalled it during the conversation. And probably she's living with happiness right now, with another part that was told he will never appear until she thinks the time has come, and I think the time for her has come. Congrats anyway. And, ya, you influenced my life, like so much.

  What a long sentence I have with me, that's all. If you insist me to sums up the whole thing using one word, this will be the word.

  Insecure.